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    May 24

    潮湿。

    陰冷的街道  凜冽的寒風
    月末的5月  突如其來的冷空氣
    使得周圍的一切都顯得格外肅然起敬
    我一個人走在回家的路上  時不時地還下著陣陣小雨
    我討厭下雨  對我來説 下雨絕對不能和浪漫扯上任何關係
     
    車廂内四處彌漫著潮濕的空氣以及讓人噁心的氣味
    一個女人提著一把濕透了的傘  沖進了車廂 
    傘面上的雨滴還濺到了我的身上
    “操他媽的婊子,瞎了狗眼。”我心裏暗罵著
    而表面上我依舊面無表情 擦乾淨了那些骯髒的雨滴
    但婊子休想在我臉上找到一抹原諒的微笑
    我還不至於那麽虛僞 
    虛僞到讓自己都覺得反胃
     
    我沒有住在貧民區 
    所以回家的路上還不用擔心被搶劫或強姦
    其實貧民區是個不錯的生活環境 
    可以好好考慮考慮  畢竟大家都是社會最底層的垃圾
    回到家  一股發酶外加腐朽的氣味撲鼻而來
    踉蹌中我走進了廁所  好比一個骯髒不堪的墳場
    我似乎把吃的東西全都吐了
    這樣我會比較舒服
    突然頭很痛  然後腦中出現了一個接一個的恐怖畫面
    血肉模糊  華麗到了極致
    我想我的老毛病又犯了  不想吃葯 
    就這樣繼續耗著吧
     
    晚上我失眠  卻沒有安眠藥
    我心速過快  卻無力回應
    望著房門外的陽臺  現在已經午夜  幾點我也不知道
    就這樣 想拿條被子  直接睡在外面的某個角落
    然後割破自己的手指  用血在旁邊寫著
     
    “如果哪天我真的想死了  請不要阻止。”
     
     
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    是的寶貝們   如果哪天我想死了 請不要阻止我。  
    這樣也許我會比較能夠解脫。  
     
     
     

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